NOAH IS VERY UNSTABLE.

2022

This series of work is comprised of 45 individual pieces. Each page is a printed duplicate of a letter that I typed and delivered to a friend. These pieces were delivered to many people that I was close to, and most are written under the guise of multiple layers of ciphers. After a year's worth of these letters, I printed and arranged them in chronological order, proceeding to illustrate on top of each. These illustrations display my process of reflection; sharing deeply intimate details of my life, all while trying to annotate a momentary perspective I had looking back on these pleasant and unpleasant times.

A collage of various black and red doodles, slogans, and handwritten messages on a white background, including hearts, skulls, eyes, and abstract patterns with some small photo images. The content appears chaotic and expressive.

I DON’T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED HERE! IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, IT IS ALL SO HAPPY!

A collage of various handwritten and drawn elements, including a large cartoon skull with text inside that reads 'pressure to make right in this moment of pure chaos', upside-down text, red arrows, hearts, and doodles. There are also scattered words and phrases, some of which are difficult to read.
A chaotic mixed media collage featuring hand-drawn elements, text, and digital symbols. Prominent words include 'NOMEN', 'LOVE', and various handwritten notes and doodles. There are red paint splatters and outlines, and the counter sequence '12345' is visible. The artwork has an energetic, graffiti-like style with overlapping sketches, scribbles, and binary code elements.
A chaotic black and white drawing overlaid with red lines, featuring doodles of smiling faces, a heart, dice, and various handwritten messages and symbols, including binary code and words like 'SICK,' 'LOVE,' and 'WE DONT KNOW WHAT'S A.'
A chaotic, abstract artwork featuring handwritten text, doodles, and symbols in black and red ink over a background of binary code. The text and symbols are layered and overlapping, with phrases like 'I WILL NEVER BE IGNORED' and 'THE INTERNET' visible, along with a large red star.
Illustration with various hand-drawn elements including words like "Dewey," "Love," and "Freedom," along with doodles, binary code, and a red heart outline overlaid on the artwork.
A collage of hand-drawn illustrations and handwritten text, including a large red question mark, a red phrase 'YOU ARE HERE,' a black sketch of a robot with heart-shaped eyes, a red keys outlined in red, and various other doodles and notes. Overlaid are black typed text and red handwritten words, with some parts obscured by the drawings.
A vibrant, hand-drawn collage featuring large text that spells out 'MAYBE,' with each letter outlined and shaded in black, and red handwritten words and hearts scattered around. The background consists of a random dot pattern. Red hearts, some with faces and different expressions, decorate the image. Additional handwritten messages and scribbles are present, including the phrase 'MAYBE IS TIME FOR YOU TO TRY AND LOVE!' at the bottom.
A sketch featuring various drawing elements, including a red hearts, black outlines, and handwritten words. Background overlay of numbers and scribbles, with a large word 'LOVE' in bold black letters.
A colorful, layered artwork combining line drawings, doodles, and pattern work. It features cartoonish characters, abstract shapes, and handwritten text over a background of numbers and scribbles.
An abstract drawing with black doodles, red accents, and binary code, including hearts, skulls, and various words like "WHAT," "LOVE," and "DANGEROUS" surrounding the images.
A letter with handwritten red and black doodles of a sprig, a flower, a mouth, a fish, and other random shapes, with black outlined sections and numbers overlaid onto typed black text background.
A hand-drawn illustration of a large eye with surrounding abstract and graffiti-like doodles and text in red and black ink.
A dog drawn with numerous color-coded numbers, with a large red heart around its body, and red handwritten phrases such as 'Happy Valentine's Day' and 'Love!' surrounding the image.
A colorful artwork with a background of a connect-the-dots puzzle overlayed with hand-drawn red and black illustrations of hearts, a flaming torch, a sword, and handwritten text expressing love and heartbreak.
A hand-drawn illustration on paper features a central large red word 'LOVE' with two eye drawings beneath it. The words are surrounded by multiple red hearts with faces and words written inside. The background contains handwritten text and doodles with arrows pointing downwards.
Black and white portrait of a man with intense eyes, with red paint splatters across the image, surrounded by a border of hand-drawn hearts. Handwritten text at the bottom reads: "This is Noah. Noah is very unstable. Don't let him hide.".
A black and white drawing of a face with stylized features, surrounded by various doodles and symbols, with the phrase 'WE ARE ONE' written in large, bold, outlined letters across the image. The drawing includes cross-hatching and scribbled lines, giving it an abstract and expressive appearance.
Abstract drawing of a computer mouse with binary code and arrows, with red and black ink on white background.
A collage of handwritten words, doodles, and binary code. Prominent words include 'Blode,' 'You,' 'man,' and phrases like 'the pain is to be human.' There are scribbled red hearts and arrows, along with black and white sketches and random text throughout.
A drawing with large, 3D-style text saying 'DO YOU WANT A?', a question about blood, and a red shape resembling a blood vessel or líquido flowing, with text written across it stating 'YOUR BLOOD POURS HERE, YOU DON'T KNOW, AND I ALWAYS'.
Black and white drawing with red accents, depicting lips with dripping liquid, large eyes with dark outlines, star shapes, and various abstract elements, including comic-style text and doodles.
A collage featuring handwritten and illustrated messages about life, suffering, happiness, and the pursuit of self-worth. The collage includes drawings of faces, eyes, and abstract shapes, predominantly in black and red ink, with some text emphasizing themes of pain, happiness, and existential reflection.
A black and white sketch featuring dripping paint and abstract scribbles, with the prominent phrase 'LOVE YOURSELF' in large red outlined letters, layered over binary code, hearts, and bones.
A black and white hand-drawn illustration featuring a cartoon skull with a speech bubble saying 'I wanna be adored', a large red and black lollipop, the word 'LOVE' in block letters, and various other doodles, symbols, and text. Overlayed with binary code.
A black and red illustrated image of a woman with long hair and a cross on her forehead, overlaid with handwritten text and doodles. The background has a faint overlay of typed text.
A handwritten note with sentences and doodles of hearts and smiley faces, overlapping text. Red and black marker colors, with decorative borders of repeated heart and face motifs.
A black-and-white sketched background with overlaid red and black hand-drawn text and illustrations, including large letters spelling "SHUT UP!" with a heart and flowers, and red arrows and text around the border.
A coloring page featuring a large, intricate skull with detailed patterns, surrounded by various symbols, shapes, and words. Overlaid are bold, red, handwritten phrases such as 'ARE FRIENDS,' 'EVEN IF,' 'SOMETIMES I THINK NOT,' and 'ALWAYS NEVER HERE.' The background contains a connect-the-dots puzzle with numbers and scattered doodles.
A white sheet of paper with numerous black line drawings of skulls, eyeballs, some with tears, and various doodles. Red handwritten words and multiple red marks are scattered across the page.
Illustration of a skeleton with red and black markers, surrounded by various handwritten words and drawings, including skulls, hearts, and text emphasizing love and questions.
A sketchy drawing featuring the character Hello Kitty holding a gift. The background includes handwritten words, doodles like a smiley face, stars, and text in red ink. There are scattered red paint drops and bold red phrases such as "99/100" and "IT IS!". Behind the drawing, there is obscured text and details that resemble a mixture of abstract art and handwriting.
A handwritten note with red hearts, including a smiling heart with eyes and a dot, and an arrow decorated with hearts. The note repeats the Latin phrase 'Cogito non, autem, sum!' and has the words 'RELPEARED' and 'NOW!' written on it.
A chaotic sketch with various handwritten phrases, many of which are difficult to read, overlaid with scattered numbers. In the center, there is a drawing of a face with sunglasses, a mustache, and a crown. The image also includes large red words 'LOVE' and 'PAIN' with question marks, and random red dots throughout.
A hand-drawn collage featuring the words "LOVE YOU" in large red outline letters, with a hand-drawn clock, a black swirling line, and numerous numbers and scribbles in black ink filling the background.
A doodle of sad clown faces, with handwritten text about what I have found, and words in bold and red outline. The central theme is about errors and mistakes, with phrases like 'navigation mistake detected' and 'correction now required.' There are various scribbles and doodles, expressing frustration and humorous expressions.
A collage of hand-drawn illustrations and handwritten text, featuring a large red heart, a crying heart, and various doodles including faces, arrows, and abstract shapes, overlaid with black and red ink. The handwritten text includes phrases like "I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BECAUSE YOU'VE NEVER BELIEVED IN A GOD!" and "LISTEN TO HER, KAY." The overall style is expressive and chaotic, combining elements of art and writing.
A chaotic, hand-drawn collage with black ink sketches and red marker illustrations. It features faces, eyes, spiders, hearts, and various abstract shapes, with handwritten words and phrases scattered throughout. The central focus is a red heart and a smiling face outlined in red, with the phrase "How dare I?" written inside. The background contains words like "sadness," "anger," and "toxicity" and includes doodles of mice, arrows, and other symbols.
A hand-drawn illustration with the words 'Love to Dream' and 'No' at the top. There are sketches of a cat's face, a skull, and a mouse, along with various numbers and handwritten notes. Red hearts and blood-like splatters are also present in the drawing.
A surreal, chaotic drawing featuring a human face with an open mouth and sunglasses, surrounded by abstract shapes and text. The words 'THEY WANT' are visible at the top, with large red letters spelling 'CASH' and other red words like 'SCAM' and 'SHIT' scattered around. The background contains numerous random numbers, scribbles, and notes, creating a busy, mess-like appearance.
A hand-drawn comic-style image with black outlines and red accents, featuring a box labeled 'DREAM BOX'. The box has an arrow pointing to the words 'A NEVERBEER! WHO YOU ARE!', and the phrase 'PROP! IS NEEDED TO LIVE! DON'T RAISE ANY LONGER!' is written at the bottom. The background is filled with a pattern of binary code and scribbled lines, and several cartoonish faces with exaggerated expressions are at the bottom of the image.
A chaotic black and white drawing with doodles, words, and red accents. Includes various doodles of flowers, animals, and abstract shapes, with the prominent text 'WHAT WERE YOU BORN? DRESSED IN YOUR LOVE' and various other handwritten phrases and sketches.